sometimes I just wanna be
there is so much in this world that wants me to bleed
have I said how much I want you?
the time has past me by and I cannot come clean
even now in the wake of reality
I just wish you would have stayed
there was nothing you could take
nothing you could say
and my skin now aches with chills of just one
alone I am in the dark
sitting here waiting for time to pass
waiting to see my heart heal
I just need one more fix
one more lapse to remind me of who I am
before long I will step off the curb to realize a new path
but sirens in life come from all around
I am alone with these fucking thoughts
love scabs from within and there was but one
another day leaves me to walk the streets where society is forgotten
some righteous and true while some are hidden in shadows to torn to face their truth
is this my plight?
I don’t know how to turn away
I don’t know how to forget
one of us was not meant for this
I feel like I cant walk down the street